Holiday starts here

Last day of school for this term ended at 10am today. But what's the point when we are having chinese o next monday. This june holiday doesn't make a difference to o level students because we are forced to go back during the holidays for extra classes. Well, the start of this holiday means my japan trip is coming nearer. But somehow i don't feel good about going when my o's are getting near. I don't have a peaceful mind and i feel guilty too. Althought it's difficult to hear me say that studying is important, but i guess this major exam will determin the rest of my life. Whether ICHM will accept me or not is another problem, right now the headache is if i can even pass with a c6. My mid year results are in a holy mess. I couldn't even pass my english, what more a national exam! Now, the thought of prelim makes me feverish. Haha. I just realised that i haven't been typing alot these few days. There's too much to type. I think i've forgotten much of it. All i can remember is that i've been stuffing myself with KFC's spicy burger meal for the past 3 days and i feel like eating it for dinner tonight again. Talking about tonight, i almost forgot that i have band practice later on at 6pm. I haven't been playing in the band for let's say, almost a year. My fingers are very stiff, not operating freely actually. Haha. I made a major decision after wednesday night. I was at club momo. It was super duper fun. Nothing more i could complain about. The music was perfect, drinks were free flow and the place was really hip. But, i've decided not to go there too often. I feel that it's kind of contradicting as a christian. I guess some will understand ya? Yup, so that's about it.