Screw you adam khoo

Finally, i pulled through adam khoo's workshop with the help of a little tete-a-tete with some peeps and bites of chips and mouthfuls of kickapoo. If you were to ask me how was the course, i will answer you frankly that it was a torture. Not totally a disaster, neither would i say it was a waste of my time. The course taught us to be honest. I shall be by admitting that i was scared. Call me a chicken but i was seriously afraid of the way those trainers played our emotions & the way they kept pressing us that the truth will set you free. You want to know what's the truth? The truth is that there is a God who is up there waiting for us to acknowledge him. I feel like an idiot when i started planning my future because everyone else was doing it. My dream is to become an air-stewardess. But i only realised that it was all bull shit when bethia reminded me that God already has his plan for me long before i was born. I should seek his will first, and his plans are meant to prosper me. Life is not about me being successful, it's not about me getting motivated by 3 strangers from this course hence getting stright a's for my o's, it's also not about me making big bucks at the age of 25. It's just simply about enjoying his presence. There were people who told me off. That i was afraid to be vulnerable, to face the truth. And that i should just go with the flow and give in my 100%. Screw you. I'm not a sheep who follows people's butt. Right now, i'm just sitting here, waiting to see how long can these people stay motivated. I know what i've always wanted. I don't need 3 strangers to screw up my life and make me feel bad about life. Life is good.