Home sweet home

It feels good to be back in singapore. =)

Many many trains

Sail sail sail to mt fuji

Check out my marie collection from japan

Jonathan supporter

Oh my my! What on earth are the chinese in singapore thinking? Vote should be the word. I couldn't believe my ears when i heard hady mirza was the winner of this season's singapore idol. Not that he's not good. He has strong vocals plus good personality. But...don't people realise that he is just another taufik? Same taste in music, same style, same everything! There's nothing wrong with taufik winning last season. Infact, deep down inside me i was hoping that he'd win. I crossed my fingers and prayed that the ah beng sly wouldn't be the 1 representing singapore. Not that i'm against him or anything. I'm just pissed with those supporters of his who had nothing better to do than to vote for hady even while sleeping. Damn i wasted my 60 cents! Just for the record, there might not even be a season 3 because we all know that the winner is another mud. Nevermind! We'll recover & feel better because hady will just take over taufik to be the ambassador of 7-11's big gulp. Peace out.

1 night in bugis

Jack & jill

No worries! Every jack has his jill.

Tee-hee-hee

No one laughs at me! Not even a single tee-hee-hee!

I'm special inside

>My mum says i'm special. In the inside. =)

My very own hand-made batik

XXX

I don't believe myself

Argh! Arghhhhh! Arghh! Argh! Arghhhhhhhhh! Argh! I chose to study my history over steamboat. I chose to stay home and mug over celebrating caleb's birthday. Can you believe me? I can't seriously. I can't believe myself either. I seriously don't. Pinch my face. Please! Something is wrong with me.

Hush hush

Hush little baby don't you cry! Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby. Everything's gonna be alright. The lord's gonna answer your prayer tonight.

Screw you adam khoo

Finally, i pulled through adam khoo's workshop with the help of a little tete-a-tete with some peeps and bites of chips and mouthfuls of kickapoo. If you were to ask me how was the course, i will answer you frankly that it was a torture. Not totally a disaster, neither would i say it was a waste of my time. The course taught us to be honest. I shall be by admitting that i was scared. Call me a chicken but i was seriously afraid of the way those trainers played our emotions & the way they kept pressing us that the truth will set you free. You want to know what's the truth? The truth is that there is a God who is up there waiting for us to acknowledge him. I feel like an idiot when i started planning my future because everyone else was doing it. My dream is to become an air-stewardess. But i only realised that it was all bull shit when bethia reminded me that God already has his plan for me long before i was born. I should seek his will first, and his plans are meant to prosper me. Life is not about me being successful, it's not about me getting motivated by 3 strangers from this course hence getting stright a's for my o's, it's also not about me making big bucks at the age of 25. It's just simply about enjoying his presence. There were people who told me off. That i was afraid to be vulnerable, to face the truth. And that i should just go with the flow and give in my 100%. Screw you. I'm not a sheep who follows people's butt. Right now, i'm just sitting here, waiting to see how long can these people stay motivated. I know what i've always wanted. I don't need 3 strangers to screw up my life and make me feel bad about life. Life is good.

I shall not sleep

I refuse to sleep. I spent my life away in school for the past few days, i need my time back. And by earning it back, i shall not sleep till i've completed what i wanted to finish. I shall not sleep. I'm afraid that when my eye closes, time just pass like no bodies bussiness. Time is running out. Might not necessary be time for studying. I need my time back to rearrange my thoughts, because it was previously all messed up by some peeps. The list goes on... i shall not sleep.

Thank you

Thank you uncle for waking up early in the morning every single school day to fetch your daughter to school and even bother to take the trouble to fetch me as well. I really appreciate and other than thanking you every morning before i hop off, thanking you again this even is the most i can do. Thank you so much. You know who you are. At least i know your daughter knows. =p

My play room